Wow..I just joined Weight Watchers online. Now, next time, there's a fan event, maybe Eric will find me attractive and want to date me. He is such a hottie. I think he sympathizes with fat girls like me. I mean, it's so hard to find a nice guy and when I met Eric, he just became my knight in shinning armour. The way he looked at me, the way he hugged me, snuggled up to all my rolls was just so amazing. I just felt so blissful. it was the best day of my life.
i have a friend who goes to events, but i never go with her because im embarassed for the stars to see my fat rolls, so i live through her lfie and her friends. i talk to all her friends because she is a fat girl like me too and i take comfort that another fat girl goes to events and meets actors. i emailed her about a month ago but she wont reply to me. i dont know why. i jsut wanted food and i just wanted to talk again. im up for hcatting Eric if you are. my life is so depressing. i cant find a job in a my dead end town. all my friends are gone. i even made up a pretend boyfriend whom i met at the local dairy farm because i wanted to be included. ,my depression brings me down Eric. I cant function. i keep getting bigger and bigger every day. no guys want me. ill always be a virgin. what can i do? can you help me? im so lonely. I look to food as my boyfriend. God, having nachoes, then some coffee cakes, and then topping it off biscuits, at least 2 dozen, then i feel satisfied.
my best friend from college won't talk to me. i am jealous of you because shes married and works. i just feel left behind. im 39 this year and i have no husband or life. pleas ehelp me eric. will you date me? So, I'm going to go to McDonalds and get some six big macs, five milkshakes, and then im going to email my friend and talk to her friends because i dont like to see her with other friends. im her only friend. i need her to truck me around to places where I can buy food. she doesnt do that anymore. she never comes to see me anymore. i think of the Wegmans sign and it just makes me so happy. i need to buy food. please help mee find food. food id my drug. please eric help me some food. i need it. please. okay gotta go. days of our lives is going to come again and im going to kiss the screen when you come on eric. bye, prud tobe a fat girl